Thursday, February 07, 2008
Happy chinese new!
Okay, not so happy.
Have to do Dnt if not mr Ong kick me out of his class again=/
tsktsk.
Ralvin, today's 07/02/08!
solid 3years. HAha, omg.
I like chocolate cookies,
esp the ones we cooked and eat and cooked and eat.
haha.
Naj should have stayed longer. next time alright.
I had a dream about you,
i dreamt that i was so desperate to get rid of you,
that i was actually so happy to see you get knocked down by a car(TOUCH WOOD!)
(Fucking mean right?)
anw, after that i realised that i didn't want that to happened,
so short of like waited for 'your sprit' to meet me at this rooftop at hong kong?
(too much of ss, haha) then your bf was there and your ex ex ex bf was there too.
then when you 'appeared', i told you i was sorry and that i - - you while crying.
And and you were telling me its ok, its over.
(damn scary luh!)
i hate your silence.Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
6:53 pm
Saturday, November 03, 2007
My alarm clock didn't ring today.
Being an hour late wasn't so bad,
no punishments, nothing. That's a good thing.
I've learnt quite alot of things today.
1st,
You do not give people false hopes.
Like seriously! You want her or you don't want her.
Make it clear yo.
If you want her, then don't make her wait. Don't cry when she move on.
If you don't want her, then don't make it seem like she is wanted. GET IT!
2nd,
If is so obvious when someone likes you. Especially when that person writes
a stupid note and send it to your doorstep. When that person is like forever stalking you. When that person is abit too over caring.
Like duh.
3rd,
It really helps to plan 1week ahead before you back up at the last minute.
4th,
Sarah's leg is brittle(:
Hey, its a heavy thing for a kid you know.
I had a dream,
I dreamt that you were sitting there staring at me,
then you disappeared.
Coming soon baby, it's coming soon.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:21 pm
Friday, October 26, 2007
Look at that, Second lane.
The sign board actually stole the lime light.
Chinese cemetery.
Since Exams and Schools are over,
Netball is back baby!
Nope, not excited. Am i suppose to be?
Training starts tomorrow, The second training is gona be physical.
So there is something not wonderful to look forward to.
I bet everyone else is goign to enjoy themselves during this holidays.
Well atleast i know half of my friends will.
So unfair...
Singapore's museum give me nightmare.
I remember being stucked at there for 12hr stright for 2 days.
That stupid fugly building and that same boring stuffs.
I let my heart off.Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:05 pm
Thursday, October 25, 2007
I hate Akinso like to the max!
Akinso, i hate you, Akinso, i hate you.
AKINSO TORI(Chicken) I HATE YOU!
Its ironic how our friendship is built on insult(:
Hello you.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:51 pm
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
You have no idea how you remind me of her.
I love my dream.
My dream is -Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:04 pm
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Training was productive today.After so many sessions slacking.
I'm good at GD baby! With the new combination of asyah as the WD and Muni as the GK.
I still need my stamina back! Come back to papa please.
I think i really have nothing to blog. Maybe i just miss my blog. Fuck i suck.
I do mean it you know.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:29 pm
Sunday, August 19, 2007
19.08.07
See that date?
2 years ago, we were at jaslyn's house.
I can't remember who were the we.
Than, ahem ahem, something happened.
Last year, that date,
Pesta sukan 2nd round.
I first met her.
This year,
Nothing much to talk about.
BUT, its asyah's birthday!
Eh, we are of the same age for a day!haha.
And when she said she wants somebody else
I hope you know that's she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You'll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn't mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn't mean to...
I don't know what it means to me,
you don't know what it means to you.
What i'm trying to forget that feeling that
i'm missing you.
Youcantbereplaced.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
2:29 pm
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
God, heartbreaking leh.
All fail be 1,2,5 marks.
may going to retain):
Training was abit slack,
BUT i couldn't run!
omg, thanks to oreo cnow blended.
hmm, need to do lots and lots of running.
Theres some netball thingy going on on friday.
I promised the sec 1s i'll be meeting them at 2pm?
yeah, i'll be there but can i don't go?
I'm Damn lazy can?
But neither do i wanna run 10 round corperation.heh
Stomach is killing me man.
This is not the first time...hmm.
i don't wanna die so early.
not before reaching 16.
sha sha liang ge ren
Xu guo yi ge yuan
dang dui xing xing zha zhe yan
kan qi lai bing bu yuan
wei ni zhang chi fei
wei ni bei feng chui
qing ni qian wan yao deng wo
dai xing fu lai gei ni de na yi tian
chun tian san bu
xia tian kan hai
qiu tian shu luo ye
yi zhi mei you fan nao
yi zhi mei you zheng chao
Rang mei tian xiang tang yi yang tian
dong tian piao xue wo shi mian bei wen nuan ni de ye
yi zhi zai ni sheng bian
yi zhi ai dao yong yuan
ni jiu fu ze kao zhe wo de jian
tie zhe ni de lian
ba yi zhang zhao pian
shi jie shi hen fu zha de
yao kao wo jin yi dian
dang yuan ni mei tian
xing fu you an quan
liang zhi lian ren shou qian shou
shui ye bu yong zai pao gei shui qu zhui
Hello sayang!
Where are you now?!
I'll fly there to get that chocolate!
wait, why not you throw them here to me?
I'm always here.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
7:19 pm
Saturday, August 11, 2007
I can't wait for school to start.
No, i can't wait for prelim result.
That urgency makes me restless.
Or maybe I'm just waiting for something exciting to happen.
Seriously, i need fireworks in my life.
I'm getting pretty annoyed lately.
Maybe this whole thing was just some plan of yours.
Its not working on me.
I screw things up big time baby.
So i thing its best i keep my mouth shut,
and go with the flow.
But.. if i don't like the flow how?
Can i make my own flow?
I mean, be decisive for once in my life?
But the cons are more than pros.
Girls are more anxious in the rls.
Eh, but when we care, they find us a nag.
When we don't care, they think we really don't care.
Retarded.
Looking around in my room,
I see everything reminds me of you.
And the letters you wrote to me
still sits here on the study table.
So i took out a pen
and started writing a song for you
it goes,
This love will never end,
isaid one night
for the beautiful monlight
This love will never ens,
For someone else,
It will always be kept.
So tired of sitting here,
staring at th sky
Wishing you were here baby.
So i'm thinging of something new
maybe today or tomorrow.
I can write you a poem,
sing a song for you that goes,
This love will never end,
I mean what i'm saying
right now i'm praying.
This love will never end,
no one can stop it now,
baby we are proud.
Then i woke up with the nightmare
of you screming at my face.
That pissed off eyes yuou gave to me
Bau all i have to say is,
-chorus 1&2-
This love will never end,
because it always just begin.
Love that last this long,
Never has to end.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
9:21 pm
Friday, August 10, 2007
Today was history channel almost the whole day.
Mostly about Russia actually.
I think i was born in Russia in my previous life or something,
I feel so attached to Russia.
may, you are mad.
National day was alright i guess.
Amazingly my legs didn't give way.
But no fireworks. tsktsk.
Heart racing as fast as it could,
Sweat dripping down my forehead.
In a second it ended.
Byebye to whatever.
I want to do so many thing,
I hoped for so many.
But then i remembered,
I don't have that much time.
Fuck msn. fuck fuck fuck.
DAMN irritating i tell you!
knn,ccb, nb.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
7:45 pm
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
PRELIMS OVER!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I miss folk dance.
The dance people, not the costume!
Ralvin, i'll bring a fruit basket tomorrow when i visit you okay?
haha, get well soon.
I still wanna play soccer with you.
maybe tennis, basketball, baseball!
okay, anything to do with balls...haha.
Are you thinking what i'm thinking B1?
hahah.
I hate the word forever, eternity.
can someone find a new word for forever and eternity?
Maybe, long lasting? okay. whatever.
Words got lost, you went away.
Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret
worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their
blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
5:12 pm
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Prelims are still on,
to be honest, I'm bloodying doing last last minute revisions.
Good luck for the results.
But Chinese wasn't that bad as i thought it would be.
hmm at least a 50%?
Its getting weird all of a sudden.
Like my life had a drastic change overnight.
I could get used to it, give me a moment.
'Music marathon' sounds fun.
It gets me all...crazy and erm...insane?
I'm fined for the rest of my life.
eh, you are the one who fine me aren't you?Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
2:28 pm
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Pesta was OMFG.
I gave my heart out the last two match.
And I've learnt that playing with anger is not a bad thing at all(:
Falling was such an embarrassment.
BUT I'VE GOT YOU! haha.
Netball is out from my schedule next whole week.
I MUST not fail my prelims.
I MUST not retain.
I MUST not be distracted.
I MUST be me.heh
I remember all of the instances
when you smile.
WOW! i'm tired.
goodnight people.
ZAI GEI WO NI DE AI.
and i miss you like you never know.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:47 pm
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Pork is nice.
so yummy. pork nicer than beef.
What the heck, my buddies can't eat them.
it was just so difficult to tune my mind into studying.
So tay was kind but not so kind to make me do O level paper1.
Anw, she was the one doing and i was the one writing down
all the workings and answer, haha.
Pal, i felt like crying.
And that kind of feeling sucks?
I read your letters over again, i'm not gona throw them.
You know, i never expect 1 year after our break up, this happens.
Seeems like only you smilling now.tsk.
anws, thank pal.
Promiscuous.
Imagine making out with some random ppl when you have a steady.
Haha. You know, i prefer to kiss one mouth and that would be my stead.
Can't imagine having someone elses mouth on mine man. eeewwwww.
I finally cut my hair. no more bush(:
But who cares, i'll be stuck inside Dnt workshop the whole of next week,
so it seems like i'm gona stck to you my love(Dnt).sigh.
Everytime you look my way it fades away, maybe its best we stay this way.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
8:44 pm
Saturday, July 07, 2007
The space between us keeps on growing,
I wish that you could hear me when i say,
I miss you,
like flowers always miss the rain.
Tell me do you think about me,
cause i thing about you all the time,
a million miles just stand between us.
I'm gona have to really really study damn hard this time.
And i hope my hardwork do pay off.
You made my heart melt like no other,
when your lips touches mine,
and when your tongue touches mine.
Just like flying.
Hey pal, it not the end of the world.
Maybe you know this is just the passing stage?
Look, we are only 15, and him?
Take things easy yo.
Enjoy before you come and complain to me yu miss your teenage life
in 10 years time. haaaha.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
7:16 pm
Monday, July 02, 2007
I can say i miss you.
But do you even care?
I LOVE CHIN FERLIN!!
I LOVE HER FOR A LONG TIME ALREADY!
I NEED HER!BUT TOOO BAD, SINGAPORE IS ALL ABOUT STUDIES ):
( OKAY, this is written by jaslyn pek.)
You think i so bo liao think of this meh!
I'm suppose to be painting patrick but somehow,
you know we won't really get stuff done.
cuz JASLYN'S house is all about food, fun, comfort,
gaying and laughter! and im eating a whole box of KFC
chicken! they are finger licking good! yummy~~~~
well, thats really what jaslyn thinks. haahah
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Hey, cheer up.
Ignore what ever she did or say.
But don't ignore me):Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
1:06 pm
Friday, June 29, 2007
Finally this week's over,
its hard to meet up the expectations
within this first week.
I'm worn out.
Fuck Akinso Tori(chicken).
Thanks for shouting at the top of your voice
after recess and sprout nonsense.
You know what, they all heard.
THANKS MAN! you suck 2 De earth's core!
You like Shuharti! And she's a looser,
her eyes only a straight line that kind.
tsktsk.what goes around, comes around, what goes up, MUST come down.
NAJ! Akinso, our target for shooting! hahah.
it will so get tiring, BUT for the time being, I'm having FUN!
aren't you too mate?
hhaha
Ralvin, you know, somehow in rls they are bound to have
this kind of ups and downs.
Don't reflect alone, do it together.
Not like you alone will be able to make the rls last.
Truth is, its never one's fault, its both.
Like tay said, it takes two hands to clap.
If its real, maybe this is just a rough patch.
You never really knows what the future holds.
But bare it in mind, don't think too negatively nor too positively.
This is some kind of ability you have when you are actually like single
and when things goes wrong with your pal's rls, they confined you and
you'll feel glad to help that kind?
Thanks for the gift, it's nice actually.
And the letter, hmm, what else can i say?
And I'm sorry for whatever it was you were trying to tell me over that
conversation.
But, somehow I'm confused.
somebody teach me how to spent thriftily?
The way you shunt me, got me thinking.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
9:15 pm
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Seriously the school choose the Wrong time to kill insects.
But wait, it was the right time...
I saw allot of bungs at fico sports hub,
and this two i don't know why just got me laughing at them.
I know i know, may, your so mean.
But come on, to walk pass the two "big" bung
and look down to their chest, and you see this line in between,
with fat coming out from the sides.
dudes, you know what i mean arh.
Okay, Team nus, Number 20.
Don't step on the ball and fall okay.
heehee.
i'm in no moood for studies now,
doubt i even will later.
Theres only maths and english homework i think.
And i've started to do non.tsk
School's starting, Man, i miss school SO not much.
Hi, you're back.
Hows malaysia?
So whats made of glass, and priceless?
Bet you can't figure out.
I suck at cutting vegetables okay,
but that was the only food we were fighting for ytd.
Oh, and and. We only took three MAyway photos.
I want to ask for more.
But i think rather not.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
7:51 pm
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Discovery center wasn't so nice.
It was freaking hot i tell you,
So tay came over, why, i forgot.
And she kinda saved me from boredom, hah.
I'm tired ,
I would rather you tell me you don't want me
and walk away.
makes things easier for the both of us.
I'm sad, like sad sad that kind.
emo is love.
and i'm love-ing you.
I'm sick of knowing that theres just somethings
stopping me from telling you i want you and make it happen.
I'm sick of knowing nothing's gonna happen,
and theres nothing ahead for us.
I want you to know that i really want you.
Match tomorrow at kallang, at night i think?
with sia...hmm, they are quite strong i heard.
Well, just do our best.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
5:08 pm
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Today's schedule was kinda tight.
'tight' with time to talk to kelroy.hah.
Managed to drill two perfect hole for the screw
and bent that acrylic.
I've my schedule planned out,
I'm going to get my PVC board and start staring
at the blank paper.
My whole design is screwed. Literally.
Netball was not much happening,
Naj, You know i dropped the file on my lap?
There's a small cut there, so lets imagine a knife?
hehe.
Kelroy, tomorrow is thursday,
so can i die already?(:
So is this the end or the beginning?
I don't know why people are there at the wrong timing.
And running away wasn't the best ideal i have.
So now what?
I need to get ready to live my life in regretsssss.
Labels: Adiós.
[Ian Em] @
7:44 pm