Breakfast in bed, honey? `

Thursday, April 02, 2009

I swear i'm so over her, but jolena look just like her!
Ok, maybe she has a dimple and she is slimer and she is 'anti-social'(according to dahlia)
BUT SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE HER.
I'll be like a stalker if i read her blogpost every single day, and i don't think she will ever blog.
But i so wanna show you how alike she look like from far.
Akinso, maybe one day when you have NO cca, i can wait for mingli and you outside mi.
Then you must drag her to go home with you.lol

I must quit smoking by 25th may.
Why that date idk, ask rebecca.
Apricot, Mack ask you do some kind of magic to the smoker's lungs.
Well, i hope you do some magic to mine.lol

School's starting soon!
I don't know how to get ready at all.
My mother don't ask me pack my bags,
I don't have sch uniform to iron.
No school shoes to buy.
No need to cut my hair.(though i cut it)
Hmm, what else?
I'm still thinking of what cca to join,
Maybe the ex-westwoodians club. Is there such club?
Idk, i'm sick of sports. Esp netball, not fun anm. Like i can't play at all. I suck at netball.
Losing has be a frequent visit ever since, a long time ago.
I'm so tired...

So instead of thinking how tired am i,
i should do something useful.
Like picking up a new language!
yes, i'm gona do that.

So long suckers!!!

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 8:27 pm

Saturday, January 19, 2008

This week's been busy.
First match was Rubbish, i played like shit, we played like shit.
Lucky theres only 4 quarters, if theres more, i think we would have lost!
And the match with shuqun is like !@#$
so frustrating. The umpire MUST blow every little small things.
Waste time only.

Yesterday, the Juniors first match. Against Unity.
Tsk, 4 gaols only yo.
But it was alright, Not bad.
And and we did a cheer for them!
hahha.
The plan was Hide somewhere and when they walked in,
Amirah will then start to clap the rhythm,
The rest start to clap and come out from where ever they are hidding.
Then surround the juniors and start cheering:
'Juniors Don't be sad,
This is only your first match.
There is still hope if you try your best,
You will emerge top in the west!'

And the most scary thing was to see them cry one by one.

So this monday, We have to win UNITY!
Better yet, TRASH them.

Kel, i've got something to tell you.
And, sorry we couldn't meet up today.
i'm sure that i'll meet you up on 25th(winksxz)
PAL...You are turning 17 soonnn!

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 4:27 pm

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Hmm, i think there's some misunderstandings in my previous post.
So people, get this right...

Neco is not my someone new, not my someone special nor is she my girlfriend.
Neco is someTHING that needs to be taken care of and spent time with.
Neco is my cool, speedy, new bicycle(: hahahha
Omg, do you really think i can get over things easily?

She don't care, or maybe she don't have a clue.

So, is everything transparent clear?haha

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 11:01 am

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Happy birthday tracy tay siew chen!
You are turning 17 years young man!

I've got something for you, but i don't know how to pass it to you.
And i don't know when we'll meet sooooooo, i'll see you when i see you.

Bye i have nothing to blog about about.
My life is damn boring.
and eating spaghetti with sotong is not bad.
stupid sotong spaghetti, you should try some.haha
and drink more milk so that your bone will be strong and not brittle.

Tomorrow's the carnival again.
it feel so sucky to know that you are going to lose man.
whatever lah.

i'm going to finish off my masterpiece(:

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 7:31 pm

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

So near yet so far.
So far, it just gets further.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 9:30 pm

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Happy birthday xiao ting!
I don't think she knows i have a blog, much less reads it.

I'm getting worried for the team.
Not that i'm not prepared, but...okay, maybe i'm not. so,whatever.
2 months is not very long you know.

I'm worried for akinso. Ralvin, you know what i mean.
This is the second time? hah. Go Bisexual! only you akniso, only for you.
You know i do get disgusted.

There is this thing inside of me wanting to burst and pop!
Then there's another thing which tell me that i shouldn't bother.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 8:12 pm

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

I want a monster in my closet.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 2:01 pm

Monday, November 05, 2007

I'm strong(:

Idiots stays as idiots.
She doen't know whats her favourate song nor band.
and she doesn't know anything.

Ferlin, she make you laugh eh?!
hahaaha

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 7:02 pm

Saturday, October 20, 2007

You just can't keep yourself away form the problems of others,
You think that you are needed to help them,
You think you are helping they in one way or another,
But it never occurred to you that you are always one-sided.
And it never occurred to you that you are just so busybody.
You get all Emo when comments starts pouring in,
You involved everyone and everything in when something like this happens.
You then say why is it that people don't appreciate you and you being caring.
Because you helped in the wrong way.
You go by helping the people you want.
You chose people to help.
But when there is really a need for help, you shunt they aways saying,'aiya, not my problem'.
I've seen this things repeating and it even happened to me.
The one thing that irritates me is that they brought me in like every time.
After getting out, i realised why they could only see you from this kind of angle.
You talk about people behind their backs, even me to my suprise.
Even your boyfriend.
So why come crying and say she and she say thing about you?
You talk so much on the comp but when in real life, you are just like no other bitches.
I dont know what i'm suppose to say to them when they ask about this and this about you.
Most of the time i dont think you are like that, but theres just no prove to support my thinking.
You are just my worst history.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 6:50 pm

Friday, October 19, 2007

So baby, this is when everything comes together and crash on you.

Sheena! I've missed you all these yearssss.
and who is that babe that has stolen your heart huh? ahha.

You know people, women and men are so different.
This is how...

When a man says 'i don't know', it actually means 'i don't know'.
When a woman says 'i don't know', it actually means 500 things including,
'i don't know how i could ever been attracted to someone who doesn't know
I'm hoping he'll beg me to discuss all other things I'm thinking when i say
' i don't know'.'

In a year, it is calculated that women does more things than men but men has '2 mth'
more free-time than women.
This is why...

HIM: Watch ball games.
HER: Try on dress, try on pants, try on jeans, try on long skirt, try on short skirt, try on medium skirt, try on dressy medium skirt, try on casual short skirt try on medium long skirt, try on tops, try on shoes.

HIM: Read paper.
HER: Call girlfriend, call mom, call store, drive to mall, shop, call ,shop, call, eat, shop, call, shop, eat, shop.

HIM: Change channel.
HER: Change dress, change shoes, change underwear, change jewelry, change hair, change mind, change shoes, change shoes, change purse, change bag, change clips.

There is so much more to continue... it'll be endless you know.
Don't you people agree with me?

This post i realised is mostly about you know, guys and girls.
I shall share about Sheena's girlfriend's point of view on lovers.

There are mainly three types of lovers,
1) Freeloaders
2) Renters
3) Buyers

Freeloaders- They are unwilling to put much effort into the care of his/her partner
in a relationship.
He/she does only what comes naturally.
He/she expects the partner to love them the way they are not tolerating any critics or improve themselves and meet a agreement that benefits both parties in the long term.
Just like living in a house without paying rent or doing anything to improve unless is in the mood to do so.

Renters- They are willing to provide limited care as long as it's in his/her best interest.
The relationship is considered tentative.
The relationship will then be viewed as short-term.
When disagreement occur, it may lead to a violent ~~solution~~ break up.
Just like a person to rent a house, willing to stay as long as the conditions are fair and until he/she finds something better.
This type of lovers are willing to 'pay rent' but not improve surroundings.

Buyers- Willing to demonstrate a sense of care by making permanent changes in his/her own behaviour and lifestyle to make the relationship mutually fulfilling.
They approach problems and disagreements with long-term solutions that works well for both parties.
Relationship often viewed as exclusive and permanent. Just like a person buying a house for life, willing to repair and accommodates needs.

People whom you think are in an unbalance relationship need not worry.
You can be a renter and with a freeloader and try to pull him/her up or you go down.
As we grow and counter different types of lovers, we slowly find ourselves working our way up from a freeloader to renter then a buyer.

My, my post is full of words man.
EH, but still meaningful yeah?

Aunty LOVES kiddo!!!

Hey, i think green is nice.
Don't worry(:

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 1:24 pm

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Its raining under my umbrella.

You tore it apart without realising it.

Reactivity Series

-Potassium -> ME

-Sodium

-Calcium

-Magnesium

-Aluminium

-Zinc

-Iron

-Lead

-Tin

Hydrogen

-Copper

-mercury

-Silver

-Gold

-Platinum -> YOU

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 7:17 pm

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Next week is EYE yo.
I think I've been studying(:
Yes i have my dear.
I don't like that social study enrichment class.
Postpone for 3 days already and its not CONfirm yet.

I'm going to blog about today.

Well, School was fine.
I actually did my mother tongue paper without as many difficulty as before.
Quite a break thru for me yo. haha.
Akinso and ralvin were measuring the thickness and length of their hair.
And i've got this white and black growing on my head! This means i've been a hardworking girl!(:

Jurong point the pasa malam got NOTHING i tell you.
Waste my trip there.
You know, joshua is so tall...i had to actually loook UP and talk to him.
maybe i'm just short. Milk didn't help ):

I dull your life.

I irritate you.

BUT I LOVE YOU!

We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 6:24 pm

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Today is Sunday.
Sunday = boring day.
Boring = No life.
No life = Sunday.

I will call you up everyday Saturday night
And we both stayed out 'til the morning light
And we sang, "here we go again"
And though time goes by
I will always be In a club with you
It was nineteen seventy three
Singing "here we go again"

Hey, its Saturday night. I thought it was Sunday.
No more staying out till the morning light?

You made everything sound so convincing,
Sure thank you.

People around me is getting weird.
Like a sponge, absorbing everything until,
one day they got enough and burst everything out.
Me? I'm fine and happy.
((:

Akinso should stop smoking, its bad for health.
But smokers gets skinner like stick, and maybe its good for akinso?hehe

And yo, sheesha is 10x worst than cigarettes.
i forgo the blueberry and strawberry sheesha okay,
You want to die early, go ahead. I'll built a coffin for you.

You make me go...
lalalalalala, crazy.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 3:00 pm

Friday, September 28, 2007

Today's the 28th of september!
Goodbye to all sec4 and 5 yo!
How i wish i could get out of westwood with you guys.
haha.
Today's fairwell assembly wasn't as sad as last years.
But the teacher's performance was nice. ahha. MEIMEI!
Asyah cried. Wait, i'm suppose to hate you! But i' guess i'm just too nice(:

Don't miss me people!haha.

English and chinese paper1 was damn screwed man. I'm going ite next year):

I'm going hollandV later, nomore 'i know who killed me' anymore...LOUISE, SHIMIN!

I've been hearing your voice in my head all these while.

I wish i could shut them, but again, i don't want to.
I've been seeing your face in my dreams lately.

I wish i'll never wake up from that dream, but again, that alarm clock woke me up.

I've been thinking of you all these while, But you think that i'm thinking of her.

I've been wondering when will you be mine, and i'm still wondering now.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 1:53 pm

Thursday, September 20, 2007

This is funny man. Russia's stupid flirtatious faggot priest.
The song is sooooooooo wth. Tracy, i bet you love the drum in this song! ahaha.

I've been living without fat boy for 3 days already. I think i may have depression soon.tsk.

Its just so amazing how my friends can post about their entire day without missing a thing. They starts with morning assembly until their way back home. How do they fine the patience to remember everything that has happened and type them down.

Let me try...

Today, as any other typical Thursday this year, we had our in-touch discussion.
Topic was erm...entrepreneurs? But more like idk. boring alright. The stupid Steve job, omg i tell you, his lips, cheeks and legs were shaking like there's some earthquake man. And i think Betty having menses? You know what I'm talking about eh?
So Akinso, ralvin, xiao ting and me wanted to go up on stage to answer. But i was busy writing the answer on my plam and ralvin and xiao ting was waiting for me to finish so in the end Akinso went up alone. heh. The highlight of the in-touch was when wei zhao went to talk about 4E's class blog, tiggong where Chinese people can go and visit and then burn those papers for the death on the blog thus saving the environment. Betty didn't say anything but laughed, at least that's a good sign.

Moving on the the lessons, its was ss, Chinese,maths, phys and chems.
ss was typically boring with those inferences with purpose, but i like the part when shuharti says, ' when i wright a love letter, there is a purpose to it, i want to make sure that the receiver understands how i feel.' well said, i can apply this in my ss.maybe.
I couldn't understand what mr cham was talking about. Seriously, wo bu dong ni de hua yu. Dan shi bing bu dai biao wo de hua yu, wu yao ke jiu.
recess seems so no food that kind. I kept pestering Naj to tell me who that someone new was, and i kinda got somewhat restless. I don't know why.
I don't like maths and physic, they give us piles and piles of notes and test papers. I haven read any of them. hehe. So it was someone with balls below. I'm not going to think so much, but that kind of omg, grose kind of feeling? okay, whatever.

We have new westwood cheer for Betty.

Betty, Betty, GO GO GO GO(x4)
Listen to the Betty cry
Sock and sandals, skirt so high.
........stuck.

So we were suppose to have ss remedial and Akinso and me were very reluctant, and it influenced ralvin then Naj...so we decided not to go and not to inform suharti, but who knew she went down to find us after her lessons saying that she needs to be home with her sick mother. So, yay! go home!

Akinso wants silver cab, so we missed the yellow and the blue cab. WHAT'STHEDIFFERENCEANYWAY?! The fat one sat in front, yup. haha.
I don't really remember why were we laughing but i know something happened that made us laugh till cry. OH! i remember the part, we saw this vintage car? and its was quite low so akinso was like, eh the car so nice! Xiao ting replied her, don't sit in it, later the car no wheels. hahaha, do you get it?OMG.

Now i'm here,My post is full of words man. So messy. Anw, i'm going to bath(i am going to okay!) then eat then study then sleep.
Bye.

Are we standing here and wait?

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 3:36 pm

Monday, September 17, 2007

Maybe this is the last time i'm going blind.

Why things always screw up as and when they like? Fuck the PUK code man. That was damn retarded dude!

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you
I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I'm counting my sheep
and each one that passes is another dream to ashes and they all fall down.
As I lay me down tonight,
I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.)
Well you were everywhere
But I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light
and I thought you might be here but you were nowhere.
You were nowhere at home.
As I lay me back to sleep
Lord I pray that
I can keep I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight
I'm sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
So I'm sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired.

Finally after 10 years, we are doing push ball for rev-up tomorrow. Homeworks are here baby! And timetables for eye is out yo!

I'm saving for my life with you.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 3:14 pm

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

You know, I'm falling in love with Tracy's blog song.
SO, running away...heh.

Don’t lie and say that it’s okay
It’s all right if there’s nothing more to say

So I’m running away, I’m leaving this place
Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away

Don’t tell me I’m the one to blame
It’s too late for you to make me stay
No I won’t stay

So I’m running away, I’m leaving this place
Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
And farther than you can find me,
I’m leaving, yeah I’m leaving today

And I, I’ll never let you find me
I’m leaving you behind with the past, no I won’t look back
And I, I wanna hear your reasons
I wanna hear you tell me why I should stay
And try, try to understand me
Try to understand what I say, when I say I can’t stay
I, I’m moving on from this place,
I’m leaving and I won’t wait,
I’m running away

I’m running away, I’m leaving this place
Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away

You know, i want to be a photographer.
But i don't even have the time and right equipment. My grandpa said he will bring me along with him after my Os to teach me his skills. haha. So far i only remember when i was 2-3 yrs old, i would sit in this dark room with red lights if i think and watch him develop his pictures.
And i'm not going to earn much. You know, i want to like you know...hmmm, for me to know.

I'm gona suffer with Akinso, Ralvin, mother and everyone starting form tomorrow): Just like the old times. haha.
I think i could lose a few pounds from it. Good idea.

I'm thinking of swing swing.haha

Its my brother's birthday today. wow, he's 10 but act like half his age.tsktsk.
HAPPY birthday yo!
You are damn unlucky to fall sick today. But you are lucky to have me as you sister. hahaha.
Or am i just unlucky?

Where is superwoman?!

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 8:26 pm

Thursday, September 06, 2007

I didn't mean to make you feel like that.

我要的只是你在我身边.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 8:23 pm

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Suddenly the missing you became so strong when i walked onto the court.
That court where Jaslyn did her split. Ralvin, Jaslyn and me in the defence side, We rock-ed the whole court baby! haha. And the court we perspired like mad. I remembered jumping in the air when we got to semi-finals in 2004. Candy, hui yu and Jovena came running to us with arms wide open. Kelroy receiving compliment by the officials for her good leadership, right? But why everything seems to have stopped there? Why all good things must come to an end?
I sound so emo.

Where on earth is Rachel and Rebecca?
Weeyuting looked old...hehe. senior!

Weeyuting gave me that photo we took on stage in our school uniform(horribly long skirts). Jaslyn's hair looks damn funny.

I still don't get it. What the hell is wrong with you.
It's not like everything is our fault, do some self reflection will you?
Hopefully it works.

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 8:57 pm

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Finally, my blog skin is done.
It took me two hour of my precious time to get everything fixed. But i still can't have my picture up with the size i want.tsk.
But this blog skin to too plain eh?

Mo is damn mean i tell you. She doesn't know how to appreciate people who bothers to call her and talk to her. She loves to whine. She wants to be a taitai and got for high tea, mahjong sessions and give birth(mu zhu). She loves something corporate. And she is my special person(:

Okay, whatever. I never talked about this problem before neither have i really looked into it. I don't know whats going on between naj and akinso right now. But i see the two of them have started to talk? Hmm... Maybe the both of couldn't be bothered with one another? Recess is getting too weird and i don't want us to get used to being like this. I see there's no escape to this bloody shit? Things are not just involving the two of you babe, you can't say this is just between the two of you. We sit at the same table and we are from the same class or maybe side by side. And this group is not gonna split into two because of some shits.
So i please please beg you stop this SHITS?
Further than that, i can't be bothered anymore.

EYE is in early October, and I'm starting my revision now. Quite a good start for people like me. But math paper look so foreign, i could only do 3 question and its only 1mark questions. I feel so Loooooser.tsktsk.

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody told me you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind
You make me colour blind
Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me.

Theres candy man, But wheres my candy girl?

Labels: Adiós

[Ian Em] @ 1:36 pm