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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Wow, its already Christmas eve.
I woke up with a really bad tamper, what makes it worst was to over hear my grand mother talking over then phone.
She mentioned to my aunt,
- I'm really bored here in Singapore. There's nothing for me to do.
-The kids wake up late in the morning.
-MayOo(that's what they call me) is always busy going out with her friends and trainings.
-When she's at home, she is stucked with her computer and the Tv screen.
-My pass expires in the end of May, I'll be flying back then.

The worst thing that makes me mad was that My mother could not be bothered.
She say that she brought my grandmother was because she wants me to study harder for my Os.
What rubbish!
I just feel angry for not being able to do anything, i have so much to say to her,
but i just don't know how to put it into words. There's like some communication barrier between us.
I really want her to stay her for as long as she can, but I'm in no position to do it.
And i know she will be happier back in Myanmar with my little cousins who are not as irritating as my brother and sister. She can spend her time chatting with her long-time friends.
That way, she won't be bored and lonely.
So is this what it means by letting your love one go so that they will be happy?

After thinking all that, I felt that if i were to stay in the house another minute, my head will blow off.
So i went for a walk in the neighbourhood. Something that i quite enjoy doing alone.
I saw Children walking with their parents, wearing their nicest outfit rushing into the car going out to celebrate Christmas of course!haha
Old friends meet under the block, chatting and laughing.
But when it rained, it didn't prevent anyone from doing their things.
A father carried her daughter and shared an umbrella,
which had reminded me when i was 5, my father brought me and my mother to Orchard road to celebrate Christmas.
It was so crowded then and i was the size of a baby dwarf, so i pestered my father to carry me.
He carried me one the neck and walked through the whole stretch of orchard.
But my mother was nagging at me kept wanting me to walk on my own, and my father's only sentence was,
Let her enjoy while she can, she'll never get the chance again when she puts on more weight.
haha. not that offended because he meant when i grow up.

I'm going meet Annabelle tmr, after 1 whole year, i hope it won't get weird.
Don't skip Christmas dinner people. Akinso, you can eat all you want, why skip it?hahah
Don't ever do that people!

And lastly, Merry Christmas people!

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[Ian Em] @ 8:55 pm